He calls out from darkness into His marvelous light!

Lately, I realized that every time I shared my testimony, I emphasized on how God brought me out of darkness into His marvelous light. Allow me to explain.

Throughout the whole period of being bed-ridden, the worst point was when I was admitted in ICU for a whole week. I was truly in a critical condition and I was so scared for I was only 12! Every time I closed my eyes, I saw a certain form of darkness that I never saw prior to that week and I never saw again! This was the reason I was so afraid to close my eyes. I was afraid I would never wake up. I knew death was knocking at my door and I could just feel my body failing slowly. However, God intervened and brought me out of that darkness, that brink of death that scared the living daylight out of me. After that experience, I was on a somewhat roller-coaster ride seeking treatment across Malaysia and Singapore.

Fast forward to the Miracle Day, over a year after the ICU incident, when I closed my eyes at 3.05pm, I saw my late grandmother in the presence of a bright, divine light. Prior to this moment, I never really related to Jesus as a light and yet no one had to tell me, no one had to interpret for me what the bright light was. When I saw that bright light, I knew it was Jesus! I just knew it was Him. I had met God and in and through that encounter, He healed me! My life has never been the same again. God called me out from darkness into His marvelous light. In that 2 and a half years, I saw both ends of the spectrum - complete darkness and complete light. The former sowed much fear, doubt, misery, sadness, agitation and restlessness in me while the latter sowed much love, joy, peace, courage, confidence and restfulness in His divine presence!

My life has never been the same because I know that I will see either one of it again - complete and unimaginable darkness or complete and incomprehensible brightness. In the evening of my life - on that day when my strength is failing, the end draws near and my time has come, I pray I see Jesus in his bright, divine light again. I pray I see Jesus in Dazzling White! I strive toward achieving this end and having experienced such graciousness from God, I strive to lead others into His marvelous light, unto sainthood in Jesus. The joy of encountering Jesus in Dazzling White and entering into His marvelous light is uncontainable! I pray each of you have will enter into His marvelous light for by His passion,death and Resurrection, He has conquered all evil and darkness. This Lent, let us make those necessary preparations to truly accept His invitation to leave the areas of our live that are in darkness behind and to enter into His light.

Jesus, I trust in You. Amen.